I think it's awesome that you are becoming more and more your true self as you have these 'realizations' of who you really are on the inside. I say...have all the stuff you want done...you'll know when it's 'just right'...and if people don't like it, then they can kiss your purty booty!

Now about the booty...girl, I'm going to have to get mine lifted and maybe even get some extra padding to boot. I have always had this flat and low butt. I cannot wait to have that part of my weight loss equation fixed!!