I am so glad you found this forum. It has been a big help to me these last couple of weeks. There are some pretty smart people here and lots of kindred spirits. Having little ones can make it hard. But, it sounds like you are at a great place to make a new start. New job, new co workers, and a start to a brand new you. You don't have to go it alone...we are all right here waiting to encourage you along the way. K