>>At leats not until something really special comes along-like Christmas perhaps. And then I'll only buy a limited amount, not a boxful!

Umm....

Every time I've "slipped" off every program I've done, it's been a small, innocuous start. Last time I un-quit smoking, I didn't BUY a whole carton of cigarettes, in the beginning. I bummed one. That was ok. Probably a week before I bummed another. By the end of the next week, I was going to places where I knew people would be smoking. THEN I bought the carton, and it was six months before I could quit again.

There is nothing so "special" to risk my long-term health and well-being over.

It'll be different next time? Why?

Sorry if this is a little strong-arm.